YOZ, GUESS WHOS HERE????
I BET YOU DUN NOE WHO AM I!!! BECUZ THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM POSTING HERE
ON DURIAN'S BLOG!!!!
WELL I'M MANGO!!! BUT I BET YOU DUN NOE WHOS THAT! SO IT S OK!
PRETEND I AM SO RETARD ALSO CAN!!!!!!!
OK CHLOE TOLD ME TO UPDATE HER BLOG BY TYPING SOME NONSCENCE HERE SO HERE I AM!!!
BTW VISIT MY BLOG MANGO
ok i have no idea wat nonscnece to type!!
but chloe has been spammed by LOTS AND LOTS OF HOMEWORK LATELY
SO SHES RATHER BUSY!!
AND WHEN SHE IS BUSY SHE GETS EMO , WHEN SHE GETS EMO, SHE GETS SCARY
WHEN SHE GET SCARY SHE GET MOOD SWING, WHEN SHE GET MOODSWING
SHE GETS EVEN SCARIER!!!
and yay!!! I PASSED MY CCA TEST TODAY!!!!
WOOHOOOO!!!!!
OK I HAVNO IDEA WT CRAP LEFT TO TALK COCK..
ERM...
GOOD LUCK TO ALL WITH THEIR EXAMS?
AND CHLOE YOU GOT TO KNOW HOW TO TAKE THE CHILL PILL
AND RELAX MAN!!!
WHEN URS STUCK IN A QUESTION
SKIP IT AND DO THOSE YOU KNOW FIRST AND COME BACK LATER ALRIGHTS?
hmmmmm ok i am brainstorming right now.....
grrr... ok i am gonna post some crap here which most of you wun underestand
but then becuz if i post on my blog my teachers will like hate me but if post here
they wun know :)
SHARON TAN SUX!!!!
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
STUPID TEACHER GRRRR......!!!
ALRIGHTS IM DONE...:)
ok sry to bore everybody but i shall tell everybody about my DREAMS :)
firstly i predict in 10 years time.....
guys will be discriminated and girls will rule over the earth D:
it makes sense la.. you see now school, the girls are doing MUCH BETTER THAN GUYS
btw i am a guy myself
in 10 years time.... there will be no more house wifes, there will be onli househusbands!!!
AND THAT IS MY DREAM OCCUPATION YA KNOW!!!!
soon... babies will take on their mums surname............
mum will be called dad, and dad will be called mum!!
bill gates will be come billisha gates,
george bush will turn into georgia bush
GIRLS WILL RULE THE WORLD!!!! D:
OK I GUESS IM DONE CRAPPING ENUF OVER HERE ALRD!!!
SEE YA L8R ALLIGATOR!!!
<3>
I BET YOU DUN NOE WHO AM I!!! BECUZ THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM POSTING HERE
ON DURIAN'S BLOG!!!!
WELL I'M MANGO!!! BUT I BET YOU DUN NOE WHOS THAT! SO IT S OK!
PRETEND I AM SO RETARD ALSO CAN!!!!!!!
OK CHLOE TOLD ME TO UPDATE HER BLOG BY TYPING SOME NONSCENCE HERE SO HERE I AM!!!
BTW VISIT MY BLOG MANGO
ok i have no idea wat nonscnece to type!!
but chloe has been spammed by LOTS AND LOTS OF HOMEWORK LATELY
SO SHES RATHER BUSY!!
AND WHEN SHE IS BUSY SHE GETS EMO , WHEN SHE GETS EMO, SHE GETS SCARY
WHEN SHE GET SCARY SHE GET MOOD SWING, WHEN SHE GET MOODSWING
SHE GETS EVEN SCARIER!!!
and yay!!! I PASSED MY CCA TEST TODAY!!!!
WOOHOOOO!!!!!
OK I HAVNO IDEA WT CRAP LEFT TO TALK COCK..
ERM...
GOOD LUCK TO ALL WITH THEIR EXAMS?
AND CHLOE YOU GOT TO KNOW HOW TO TAKE THE CHILL PILL
AND RELAX MAN!!!
WHEN URS STUCK IN A QUESTION
SKIP IT AND DO THOSE YOU KNOW FIRST AND COME BACK LATER ALRIGHTS?
hmmmmm ok i am brainstorming right now.....
grrr... ok i am gonna post some crap here which most of you wun underestand
but then becuz if i post on my blog my teachers will like hate me but if post here
they wun know :)
SHARON TAN SUX!!!!
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
SUX SUX
STUPID TEACHER GRRRR......!!!
ALRIGHTS IM DONE...:)
ok sry to bore everybody but i shall tell everybody about my DREAMS :)
firstly i predict in 10 years time.....
guys will be discriminated and girls will rule over the earth D:
it makes sense la.. you see now school, the girls are doing MUCH BETTER THAN GUYS
btw i am a guy myself
in 10 years time.... there will be no more house wifes, there will be onli househusbands!!!
AND THAT IS MY DREAM OCCUPATION YA KNOW!!!!
soon... babies will take on their mums surname............
mum will be called dad, and dad will be called mum!!
bill gates will be come billisha gates,
george bush will turn into georgia bush
GIRLS WILL RULE THE WORLD!!!! D:
OK I GUESS IM DONE CRAPPING ENUF OVER HERE ALRD!!!
SEE YA L8R ALLIGATOR!!!
<3>
Friday, 05 Sept 08
00:41am
My Always - Dance
My Awesome- RGTT <3
My Beautiful - Mirrorrrr (LOL. just kidding!)
My Bestfriends- Wen hui! EuniceGOH! Loanshark Yeo!
My Bitch - does not exist
My Bodyguard - my ponytail =D
My Boo - my brother
My Buddies - yeo sui guan, yihui
My Bunny - my juniors
My Candy - is lovelayye B-)
My Nerd - spectacles
My Everything - FAMILY (:
My Family - MY EVERYTHING (:
My Friend - dance floor
My Ghost - my reflection
My Gradesaver - JENnifer
My Buttons -
My Granny - the BIG angbao :D
My Twin - Lin!
My Hero - Feng Tian Wei
My Hug - my huge bear
My Homo -
My Idiot - my blistered toes
My Joker - my brother hoho
My Life - is a comma ","
My Lifesaver - yet to encounter one
My Lover -
My Monkey - my fav word
My Partner In Crime - Lim Yi Hui
My Playmate - my room
My Princess - Ballet shoe
My Random - Me Myself and I
My Retard - yeo sui guan (hmm, when was the last time he wasn't......)
My Model - Feng Tian Wei, Shawn Johnson,
My Shining Armor - My dance achievements
My Sister - Lin!
My Smile - brings joy; covers a million of tears
My Softy - my five pillows
My Superstar - my MUMMIE<3
My Studybuddy - G2 0.5 pens
My Teddy Bear - which one? loads of them...
My TroubleMaker - my hands
My Gay - NOT APPLICABLE.
Yupp, tell me i am going through the 4th stage of mental distress. sept holidays, are they really hols? so right, sorry but they are hoggrible. i am feeling WHINNY- and highly reactive which can explode any moment. (shall find my best buddy francium.) so i am whinning now. cos i have nowhere else to whinE. unless i whinE at my very nice pillows and talk to the wall, "heyy chloe, how are you feeling today?" dont bother, the answer is: "cant you tell from my face?" homeworks undone. i can proudly tell the whole world that almost 80% of my homeworks are INCOMPLETE. (take note, incomplete.) Maths assignmentsss and revision exercise: blanks to tons of questions. philo FA: blacks to one fallcy. maths circles worksheet: blanks to the pages. right now, i have my RS lit review right in front of me, in front of my keyboard. i intended to do it since 9pm. GREATT. Chloe is the smartest and most efficient gurl on earth, its 12.43am. What has she been doing for the past close to 4 hours on the computer? chatting and blogging and blog-hopping. thanks computer, you did so well. An "A+" for you. the world is spinning round roung round like some nonsense bees. and i feel like smacking all the stupid ants right in front me now. irritating me. argh. sept hols are like some monkey. gahhhhhhhhhh. life is making me crazy with my nonsense life. sometimes i really ask myself, why am i making my life so sad. chloe, you gotta learn to stay positive and look on the bright side of life. can i? you decide. whatever. moody. crappy. roarry.
i want to scream the whole world down.
00:41am
My Always - Dance
My Awesome- RGTT <3
My Beautiful - Mirrorrrr (LOL. just kidding!)
My Bestfriends- Wen hui! EuniceGOH! Loanshark Yeo!
My Bitch - does not exist
My Bodyguard - my ponytail =D
My Boo - my brother
My Buddies - yeo sui guan, yihui
My Bunny - my juniors
My Candy - is lovelayye B-)
My Nerd - spectacles
My Everything - FAMILY (:
My Family - MY EVERYTHING (:
My Friend - dance floor
My Ghost - my reflection
My Gradesaver - JENnifer
My Buttons -
My Granny - the BIG angbao :D
My Twin - Lin!
My Hero - Feng Tian Wei
My Hug - my huge bear
My Homo -
My Idiot - my blistered toes
My Joker - my brother hoho
My Life - is a comma ","
My Lifesaver - yet to encounter one
My Lover -
My Monkey - my fav word
My Partner In Crime - Lim Yi Hui
My Playmate - my room
My Princess - Ballet shoe
My Random - Me Myself and I
My Retard - yeo sui guan (hmm, when was the last time he wasn't......)
My Model - Feng Tian Wei, Shawn Johnson,
My Shining Armor - My dance achievements
My Sister - Lin!
My Smile - brings joy; covers a million of tears
My Softy - my five pillows
My Superstar - my MUMMIE<3
My Studybuddy - G2 0.5 pens
My Teddy Bear - which one? loads of them...
My TroubleMaker - my hands
My Gay - NOT APPLICABLE.
Yupp, tell me i am going through the 4th stage of mental distress. sept holidays, are they really hols? so right, sorry but they are hoggrible. i am feeling WHINNY- and highly reactive which can explode any moment. (shall find my best buddy francium.) so i am whinning now. cos i have nowhere else to whinE. unless i whinE at my very nice pillows and talk to the wall, "heyy chloe, how are you feeling today?" dont bother, the answer is: "cant you tell from my face?" homeworks undone. i can proudly tell the whole world that almost 80% of my homeworks are INCOMPLETE. (take note, incomplete.) Maths assignmentsss and revision exercise: blanks to tons of questions. philo FA: blacks to one fallcy. maths circles worksheet: blanks to the pages. right now, i have my RS lit review right in front of me, in front of my keyboard. i intended to do it since 9pm. GREATT. Chloe is the smartest and most efficient gurl on earth, its 12.43am. What has she been doing for the past close to 4 hours on the computer? chatting and blogging and blog-hopping. thanks computer, you did so well. An "A+" for you. the world is spinning round roung round like some nonsense bees. and i feel like smacking all the stupid ants right in front me now. irritating me. argh. sept hols are like some monkey. gahhhhhhhhhh. life is making me crazy with my nonsense life. sometimes i really ask myself, why am i making my life so sad. chloe, you gotta learn to stay positive and look on the bright side of life. can i? you decide. whatever. moody. crappy. roarry.
i want to scream the whole world down.
Sunday, 31 Aug 08
11.36pm
Gone through 3 days of confusion,
Gone through 3 days, living in self-denial.
How long do i have to lie to myself?
How long do i have to speculate, and give a benefit of doubt?
How long do i have to pretend, and pretend everything is alright?
Memories of the past just flash through my mind,
and it hurts to think of them every now and then.
How long do i have to stop them from coming in?
How long do i have to stop worrying over this?
just How long do i have to stop lying to myself that everything is going fine?
It feels empty. everything is screwed.
It feels hurt. my studies,
It feels unprotected. my relationship,
It feels wobbly. my life.
It feels insecure. why cant they be smooth-sailing,
It feels tired. even for just ONCE?
It feels unsure. if you have not changed,
It feels weak. i wont be suffering like now.
cant you stop freaking hurt me?
It's my heart; i wanna treat you as a stranger to me~
11.36pm
Gone through 3 days of confusion,
Gone through 3 days, living in self-denial.
How long do i have to lie to myself?
How long do i have to speculate, and give a benefit of doubt?
How long do i have to pretend, and pretend everything is alright?
Memories of the past just flash through my mind,
and it hurts to think of them every now and then.
How long do i have to stop them from coming in?
How long do i have to stop worrying over this?
just How long do i have to stop lying to myself that everything is going fine?
It feels empty. everything is screwed.
It feels hurt. my studies,
It feels unprotected. my relationship,
It feels wobbly. my life.
It feels insecure. why cant they be smooth-sailing,
It feels tired. even for just ONCE?
It feels unsure. if you have not changed,
It feels weak. i wont be suffering like now.
cant you stop freaking hurt me?
It's my heart; i wanna treat you as a stranger to me~
Mr Kenneth Tan. THAT'S MY HAND BEHIND B-)Sunday, 17 Aug 08
10.37pm
Just received the photo with Mr. President during PCLR. (: Sorry but i just cant move the above picture down! =/
Whole group of us with Mr. President. Hees. I'm right on his left not because i am short ok! =#
Formal 1 shot.
Formal 2 with Mr Tan and VIP.
Sec 3 batch. First row sitting on VIP seats! (they are so cushioned. the rest nehind are plastic. lols.)
Oh no! We need a DIRECTION! *flabbergasted*
ta-daaaa! Miss Deborah Zhang, ahhhh, our COMPASS. "reserved" hahaaaah.
Friday, 15 Aug 08
11.13pm
Specially dedicated for LIN
Dearest Lin,
Ever since we met till now, (back-track. errrr end of year during p6) we have indeed, gone through ALOT of ups and downs. Especially for this particular, 2008. This Year, big and major events happened. Sec 3, a tough big jump from sec 2. It is definitely, not an easy job to handle our academics as well as our leadership positions.
Semester one had passed. You continued on, despite of a big fall you have never gone through, BRAVELY. As you said, that is your first protective layer, which you are staying strong to study even harder, to achieve the best you can for the rest of your tests. The results of RGTT EXCO elections was out the day right before your waddle capt result. I want to tell you that, i am seriously honestly sad for you. It really gave me a SHOCK for i am in the exco and you are not. BUT, i want to tell you that no matter whether we are in the exco or not, we still remain the SAME forever. I hope me being the capt for rgtt 09 will never seperate us and distant our sister-relationship. For you, being in Waddle exco ever since last year, had once again ran for Waddle captain for 2009. After a non-successful try last year, you are still DETERMINED, STRONG, AND STAYING CONFIDENT, in spite of the STRONG competitors out there. As one of your campaign member, i am proud of you of having the perserverance to run for Waddle Capt once again, and i told myself that i am going to try my best to help you throughout. I know for sure that this time, having such strong competitiors, it is going to not easy. Yet, you fought your way through this war. Honestly, i was very worried about the outcome/results of Waddle capt election. I was really afraid, really afraid that you will not be able to stand up yet again, like how you did for your first protective layer. I would like to apologise to you that on the result day, i counln't be there watiting for you at the mini-amphitheatre because i was held back on my class matter. For that, by the time i rushed to the mini-amphi, nobody was there. everyone left. i am really sorry i couldnt be there in time. I went home and at night, i couldn't sleep, thinking about the senarios when i see you the next day. I came to your class, giving you a rose, and i hope that had cheered you up, despite the many many many falls you had. I want you know that i can be your sister who you can lean on, and cry on. I want you to know that there is SOMEONE at least out there, that cares for you for who you are no matter what happens. I want you to know that i CAN BE the reliable person that you can trust, being your sister for close to 3 years. And not to forget, i have always love you as my sister, even though they are some unhappy moments.
Stay strong. "Success comes in cans, not cant's." ~Author Unknown
11.13pm
Specially dedicated for LIN
Dearest Lin,
Ever since we met till now, (back-track. errrr end of year during p6) we have indeed, gone through ALOT of ups and downs. Especially for this particular, 2008. This Year, big and major events happened. Sec 3, a tough big jump from sec 2. It is definitely, not an easy job to handle our academics as well as our leadership positions.
Semester one had passed. You continued on, despite of a big fall you have never gone through, BRAVELY. As you said, that is your first protective layer, which you are staying strong to study even harder, to achieve the best you can for the rest of your tests. The results of RGTT EXCO elections was out the day right before your waddle capt result. I want to tell you that, i am seriously honestly sad for you. It really gave me a SHOCK for i am in the exco and you are not. BUT, i want to tell you that no matter whether we are in the exco or not, we still remain the SAME forever. I hope me being the capt for rgtt 09 will never seperate us and distant our sister-relationship. For you, being in Waddle exco ever since last year, had once again ran for Waddle captain for 2009. After a non-successful try last year, you are still DETERMINED, STRONG, AND STAYING CONFIDENT, in spite of the STRONG competitors out there. As one of your campaign member, i am proud of you of having the perserverance to run for Waddle Capt once again, and i told myself that i am going to try my best to help you throughout. I know for sure that this time, having such strong competitiors, it is going to not easy. Yet, you fought your way through this war. Honestly, i was very worried about the outcome/results of Waddle capt election. I was really afraid, really afraid that you will not be able to stand up yet again, like how you did for your first protective layer. I would like to apologise to you that on the result day, i counln't be there watiting for you at the mini-amphitheatre because i was held back on my class matter. For that, by the time i rushed to the mini-amphi, nobody was there. everyone left. i am really sorry i couldnt be there in time. I went home and at night, i couldn't sleep, thinking about the senarios when i see you the next day. I came to your class, giving you a rose, and i hope that had cheered you up, despite the many many many falls you had. I want you know that i can be your sister who you can lean on, and cry on. I want you to know that there is SOMEONE at least out there, that cares for you for who you are no matter what happens. I want you to know that i CAN BE the reliable person that you can trust, being your sister for close to 3 years. And not to forget, i have always love you as my sister, even though they are some unhappy moments.
Stay strong. "Success comes in cans, not cant's." ~Author Unknown
Monday, 11 Aug 08
00:23am
No mood to study OH MY GIDDOS. grrrrr. Save the Chloe. She is going crazy, after locking myself in my room from more that 4 hours, doing maths, maths, and maths. logs, expo, quads. what the crapp. urghh. geog, how to mug??? i am not even sure what are the essential stuffs to study. physics, havent started mugging. chinese, i suck at it so might as well dont think bout it. i am officially going crazy. maths chinese and physics on tuesday. great, here comes my doom day.
What's wrong the real Chloe? who usually is very hardworking? who dont usually do last minute revision? who dont usually procrastinate? who usually shut herself from handphone distractions? who had the motivation within myself?
Alrights. Fine. nobody likes studying. i feel crappy. i am so not going to do well this time round. ok, since when i do well for tests? sometimes i really wonder why cant i be like an average girl studying in rgs, getting GPA of like what, 3.2 al least? i need a brain transplant. why cant scientis/surgeons give me this treatment FOC. seriously, sometimes i wonder why am i even in rgs. i need a life. a happy one at least. life doesnt give my much happiness, everything is so ARGHHH. i feel like slamming my computer. not rambling anymore.
STUDY CHLOE. YOU HAVE TO STUDY. SHUT YOURSELF AWAY FROM YOUR FREAKING HANDPHONE, BLOG, TV, AND ALL THE NONSENSE.
This is hell irritating. grrrrr, i am piss. stupid post. wasted my time posting this non-living piece of thing that is so nonsense..
~take me away, i need a year of silence~
00:23am
No mood to study OH MY GIDDOS. grrrrr. Save the Chloe. She is going crazy, after locking myself in my room from more that 4 hours, doing maths, maths, and maths. logs, expo, quads. what the crapp. urghh. geog, how to mug??? i am not even sure what are the essential stuffs to study. physics, havent started mugging. chinese, i suck at it so might as well dont think bout it. i am officially going crazy. maths chinese and physics on tuesday. great, here comes my doom day.
What's wrong the real Chloe? who usually is very hardworking? who dont usually do last minute revision? who dont usually procrastinate? who usually shut herself from handphone distractions? who had the motivation within myself?
Alrights. Fine. nobody likes studying. i feel crappy. i am so not going to do well this time round. ok, since when i do well for tests? sometimes i really wonder why cant i be like an average girl studying in rgs, getting GPA of like what, 3.2 al least? i need a brain transplant. why cant scientis/surgeons give me this treatment FOC. seriously, sometimes i wonder why am i even in rgs. i need a life. a happy one at least. life doesnt give my much happiness, everything is so ARGHHH. i feel like slamming my computer. not rambling anymore.
STUDY CHLOE. YOU HAVE TO STUDY. SHUT YOURSELF AWAY FROM YOUR FREAKING HANDPHONE, BLOG, TV, AND ALL THE NONSENSE.
This is hell irritating. grrrrr, i am piss. stupid post. wasted my time posting this non-living piece of thing that is so nonsense..
~take me away, i need a year of silence~
08 Aug 08
3.44pm
President's Charity Launch Reception (PCLR)
WHEE! =DD TODAY'S PCLR went TERRRRRRIFIC! ((: i was assigned to be the VIP usher hehs. so i ushered mr. president nathan up on stage to receive this something dollar cheque thingy. then one of the VIPS said, "whoa, you all rgs got this unique ushering style huh" then he show our actions LOLS. anyway all ushering arew the same actions i thought? hehs. ANYWAY, what's with my hairstyle today. okayye luhh, i know i look abit funny having two pigtails one in front of my shoulder one behind my shoulder, wearing the school's blazer, blouse, tie, cullotes, stockings and court shoes. (i first time wear so formal in my whole entire life ok! =D) but my mummy wants me to tie it to school. HAHA.
Back to PCLR. at the end of the launch reception, 15 of us (rgs invited chairs) suppose to send Mr. President off. so we stood outside the door forming a line leading to his car. tsk tsk. it was so coincidence i am the last one in the line, so i am suppose to say, "your excellency, may we have the honour of taking a photograph with you please?" (i PRACTICED THIS LINE FOR A HUNDRED TIMES I SWEAR.) then Mr Kenneth Tan come and tease me, ask me say, "your excellency, may i have your wallet please?" HAHAHAHA. "then next thing you know is the police come and find you." hehs. AND THEN, when the real actual thing came, Mr Kenneth Tan's sentence went across my head and i was like shit, ok erase that line from my head. ggrrrrr. EVERYONE SEEMS TO BULLY ME. HMPT. (:
OH and. i didnt know i look like a head prefect. xD (ok actually in fact, i dont even look like. like wth. that guy needs to get his eys checked manns.) while we were inviting the all principals with their student leader to the recption area, this guy dont from what school came to me and asked, "are you the president?" then i was like, "huh???" then he repeated his sentence. so i stoned for a second. ORHH. he mean head prefect some sort. -.- so i said er no. LOL. so amusing. and he was like, so random.
After the whole event, we snapped glam and unglam photos WHOO! as well as MR. KENNETH TAN. TONS OF UNGLAM PHOTOS OF HIM. MUAHHAHAHAA. =DD He was like, so hilarious manns HAHA. He can resign being a teacher and take up a comedy job! haha!
anyway, i was told i look like air stewerdess bcos of the hair, blazer and all. Lols. i take that as a compliment, but come on manns, me? being an air-stewardness next time? yeahh, that WAS my career dream last time. but, FAT HOPE. i am too short for it! haha =/ and then mr tan was saying that his friend works in SIA, and interviews ppl who wants to be air-stewardess. well, u wont want to go through THAT KIND of interview manns. the second round is you have to wear your swimming costume to that interview cos you gotta swim after the interview straight away. so that means you have to wear your swimsuit throughput what right. then after the verbal interview and before the swimming test, will have a break and have to mingle arong some sort. so there are look-like-mirrors in the room whereby actually behind them were a panel of judges looking at the interviewees in swimsuit and they wont know. THAT MEANS, they are actually looking at you closely on how you walk, eat and so on WITHOUT U KNOWING. SCARYYYY, brrrrrr. >< hehhhhhs ="DD
HAD LOADS OF FUN! ((:
3.44pm
President's Charity Launch Reception (PCLR)
WHEE! =DD TODAY'S PCLR went TERRRRRRIFIC! ((: i was assigned to be the VIP usher hehs. so i ushered mr. president nathan up on stage to receive this something dollar cheque thingy. then one of the VIPS said, "whoa, you all rgs got this unique ushering style huh" then he show our actions LOLS. anyway all ushering arew the same actions i thought? hehs. ANYWAY, what's with my hairstyle today. okayye luhh, i know i look abit funny having two pigtails one in front of my shoulder one behind my shoulder, wearing the school's blazer, blouse, tie, cullotes, stockings and court shoes. (i first time wear so formal in my whole entire life ok! =D) but my mummy wants me to tie it to school. HAHA.
Back to PCLR. at the end of the launch reception, 15 of us (rgs invited chairs) suppose to send Mr. President off. so we stood outside the door forming a line leading to his car. tsk tsk. it was so coincidence i am the last one in the line, so i am suppose to say, "your excellency, may we have the honour of taking a photograph with you please?" (i PRACTICED THIS LINE FOR A HUNDRED TIMES I SWEAR.) then Mr Kenneth Tan come and tease me, ask me say, "your excellency, may i have your wallet please?" HAHAHAHA. "then next thing you know is the police come and find you." hehs. AND THEN, when the real actual thing came, Mr Kenneth Tan's sentence went across my head and i was like shit, ok erase that line from my head. ggrrrrr. EVERYONE SEEMS TO BULLY ME. HMPT. (:
OH and. i didnt know i look like a head prefect. xD (ok actually in fact, i dont even look like. like wth. that guy needs to get his eys checked manns.) while we were inviting the all principals with their student leader to the recption area, this guy dont from what school came to me and asked, "are you the president?" then i was like, "huh???" then he repeated his sentence. so i stoned for a second. ORHH. he mean head prefect some sort. -.- so i said er no. LOL. so amusing. and he was like, so random.
After the whole event, we snapped glam and unglam photos WHOO! as well as MR. KENNETH TAN. TONS OF UNGLAM PHOTOS OF HIM. MUAHHAHAHAA. =DD He was like, so hilarious manns HAHA. He can resign being a teacher and take up a comedy job! haha!
anyway, i was told i look like air stewerdess bcos of the hair, blazer and all. Lols. i take that as a compliment, but come on manns, me? being an air-stewardness next time? yeahh, that WAS my career dream last time. but, FAT HOPE. i am too short for it! haha =/ and then mr tan was saying that his friend works in SIA, and interviews ppl who wants to be air-stewardess. well, u wont want to go through THAT KIND of interview manns. the second round is you have to wear your swimming costume to that interview cos you gotta swim after the interview straight away. so that means you have to wear your swimsuit throughput what right. then after the verbal interview and before the swimming test, will have a break and have to mingle arong some sort. so there are look-like-mirrors in the room whereby actually behind them were a panel of judges looking at the interviewees in swimsuit and they wont know. THAT MEANS, they are actually looking at you closely on how you walk, eat and so on WITHOUT U KNOWING. SCARYYYY, brrrrrr. >< hehhhhhs ="DD
HAD LOADS OF FUN! ((:
Wednesday, 6 Aug 08
10.30pm
Term 3
1. Maths PT - DONE
2. Biology PT - DONE
3. English Oral - DONE
4. Chinese PT - DONE
5. Chemistry PT - DONE
6. Geography PT - DONE (with effect from tmr 3pm)
7. Social Studies PT - Not done. teacher havent even returned us our drafts. goddamn ss pt. why must it spread over from term 2 to term 4?!?!
Slept at 2am yesterday. So great luhh. At least i had my pillow in class to survive me during recess and lunch. Exhausted after attending President's charity launch reception briefing. Slept on the bus from Bishan int to my house, even though its only 2 bus stops away (my eyes just cant hang on there through the slow-driving-ordeal by the bobo bus driver). Mummy is complaining why i sleep so late. late mehh? ok luhh, a little late. When i sleep at 11pm, she say i sleep so early and no rgs girls sleep so early becasue they all study. so now i sleep at 2am she also complain. Dont know what she wants. Hehs.
Anyway, blogging is no longer in my weekly routine. Msn is no longer in my daily routine. Stoning is no longer in my hourly routine. PT-ing and mugging is my minute routine. gawd, this is so crazy. I am going mad. (Wenhui my room-mate! why do you need to disppear next week huh? i will be so lonely in Woodbridge manns.)
8. Homeworksss - Not done.
10.30pm
Term 3
1. Maths PT - DONE
2. Biology PT - DONE
3. English Oral - DONE
4. Chinese PT - DONE
5. Chemistry PT - DONE
6. Geography PT - DONE (with effect from tmr 3pm)
7. Social Studies PT - Not done. teacher havent even returned us our drafts. goddamn ss pt. why must it spread over from term 2 to term 4?!?!
Slept at 2am yesterday. So great luhh. At least i had my pillow in class to survive me during recess and lunch. Exhausted after attending President's charity launch reception briefing. Slept on the bus from Bishan int to my house, even though its only 2 bus stops away (my eyes just cant hang on there through the slow-driving-ordeal by the bobo bus driver). Mummy is complaining why i sleep so late. late mehh? ok luhh, a little late. When i sleep at 11pm, she say i sleep so early and no rgs girls sleep so early becasue they all study. so now i sleep at 2am she also complain. Dont know what she wants. Hehs.
Anyway, blogging is no longer in my weekly routine. Msn is no longer in my daily routine. Stoning is no longer in my hourly routine. PT-ing and mugging is my minute routine. gawd, this is so crazy. I am going mad. (Wenhui my room-mate! why do you need to disppear next week huh? i will be so lonely in Woodbridge manns.)
8. Homeworksss - Not done.
Wednesday, 23 July 08
11.59pm
A BIG THANKEW TO ALL WHO HAD WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY ((:
Thanks Wenhui and Suiguan who called me at midnight and wished my happy birthday through conference =DD, sean, deborah, bryan, ek, chee chin, yi hui, nat, nicole, christopher, chng yan, kevin, swee yan, eunice, jen, edwin, edmund, ruth, stephanie, my brother, and others through sms (:
Thanks 302 for your birthday song!; sherry for your lovelayye heart cushion from precious thots and the purple handphone chain, who came along with xu han zhen and her AMUSING birthday card and weilin!; Alifya for your prettaye and sparkalyye unique notebook!; Eunice goh for your big pooh cushion and white-orange FBT shorts and the small pink heart chain!; Ek for your greeny plush toy from action city and newbie shirt and hersheys'!; Lin for your cute photoframe!; Yi Hui and Xue Ling for your pencil case from thirty-seven degrees!;my DADDY for your HUGE ANG BAO (ohmyzomg)!; my MUMMY for your gold earrings!; my AUNT for your nicey paris bag!; my GRANDMOTHER for your BIG ANG BAO!; my BROTHER for your yet-to-come-present-while-you-slowly-think-what-
to-get-for-me-in-army-camp-when-you-are-slacking!; andddddd others for your yet-to-come-belated-presents (you know who you are HEHS) xDD
Thankew to all my lovelayye friends and family! yupps, i have turned 15 (and i still cant believe it) though i wish i am 13. =D
11.59pm
A BIG THANKEW TO ALL WHO HAD WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY ((:
Thanks Wenhui and Suiguan who called me at midnight and wished my happy birthday through conference =DD, sean, deborah, bryan, ek, chee chin, yi hui, nat, nicole, christopher, chng yan, kevin, swee yan, eunice, jen, edwin, edmund, ruth, stephanie, my brother, and others through sms (:
Thanks 302 for your birthday song!; sherry for your lovelayye heart cushion from precious thots and the purple handphone chain, who came along with xu han zhen and her AMUSING birthday card and weilin!; Alifya for your prettaye and sparkalyye unique notebook!; Eunice goh for your big pooh cushion and white-orange FBT shorts and the small pink heart chain!; Ek for your greeny plush toy from action city and newbie shirt and hersheys'!; Lin for your cute photoframe!; Yi Hui and Xue Ling for your pencil case from thirty-seven degrees!;my DADDY for your HUGE ANG BAO (ohmyzomg)!; my MUMMY for your gold earrings!; my AUNT for your nicey paris bag!; my GRANDMOTHER for your BIG ANG BAO!; my BROTHER for your yet-to-come-present-while-you-slowly-think-what-
to-get-for-me-in-army-camp-when-you-are-slacking!; andddddd others for your yet-to-come-belated-presents (you know who you are HEHS) xDD
Thankew to all my lovelayye friends and family! yupps, i have turned 15 (and i still cant believe it) though i wish i am 13. =D
Tuesday, 22 July 08
5.10pm
1. The person who last tag you is?
LIM YI HUI.
2. Your relationship with him/her?
Junior, friend
3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Being there for me whenever i have problems or feeling sad.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
"I can't imagine you wearing RJC uniform."
5. If he/she became your lover, you will?
Teach her how to love guys. LOLLLxD
6. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve will be?
Duhh, her gender.
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Tell her that there's no point hating each other.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
For thinking that i am always so childish. (nahh just kidding =D)
9. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Hug her and tell her she is the most retarded and spastic junior i have ever met. xD
10. Your overall impression of him/her?
very mature INDEED.
11. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Childish and crazee.
12. The characters you love of yourself are?
Being crazee and er outgoing..?
13. On the contrart, the characters you hate yourself are?
cant control my emotions at times, pretty impatient, emo sometimes.
14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
nobody, i just like being MYSELF. ((:
15. For the people that care and like you, say something to them?
I LOVE YOU ALL =DD
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1) Sean aka Basin
2) Wenhui aka Toilet Scrub
3) Sui guan aka Water Pipe
4) Jen
5) Lin
6) Eunice aka GOH-fish, eGOH
7) Alifya
8) Chee chin
9) Sherry
10) Hanzhen
17. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
HAHAHAHA. probably someone from st. gabriel's *winks*
18. Is no.9 a male of female?
Female, obviously.
19. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Oh my giddos, of course not!
20. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
yeah, can say quite. senior and junior.
21. Where is no.2 studying at?
Cedar Girls Sec
22. Talk something casually about no.1.
Hehs. a nice person? xD
23.Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
NO zomg. no offence though.
24. Where does no.9 live at?
around thomson area.
25. What colour does no.4 likes?
GREEN ((:
26. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
no, they barely know each other.
27. Does no.7 likes 2?
I am sure they both are straight.
28. How do you get to know no.2?
INTERESTING B-) she's my P3 classmate. and then after losing contact for 5 yrs, we found each other again! (thru no.3 haha)
29. Does no.1 have any pet?
No. dont think so.
30. Will you woo no.3?
nope. how can that be. LOL.
31. Is no.7 the funniest person person in the world?
Quite =D
32. What is no.10 doing now?
Crabbing away, adding chili sauce to herself. xDD AHAAHHA.
5.10pm
1. The person who last tag you is?
LIM YI HUI.
2. Your relationship with him/her?
Junior, friend
3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Being there for me whenever i have problems or feeling sad.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
"I can't imagine you wearing RJC uniform."
5. If he/she became your lover, you will?
Teach her how to love guys. LOLLLxD
6. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve will be?
Duhh, her gender.
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Tell her that there's no point hating each other.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
For thinking that i am always so childish. (nahh just kidding =D)
9. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Hug her and tell her she is the most retarded and spastic junior i have ever met. xD
10. Your overall impression of him/her?
very mature INDEED.
11. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Childish and crazee.
12. The characters you love of yourself are?
Being crazee and er outgoing..?
13. On the contrart, the characters you hate yourself are?
cant control my emotions at times, pretty impatient, emo sometimes.
14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
nobody, i just like being MYSELF. ((:
15. For the people that care and like you, say something to them?
I LOVE YOU ALL =DD
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1) Sean aka Basin
2) Wenhui aka Toilet Scrub
3) Sui guan aka Water Pipe
4) Jen
5) Lin
6) Eunice aka GOH-fish, eGOH
7) Alifya
8) Chee chin
9) Sherry
10) Hanzhen
17. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
HAHAHAHA. probably someone from st. gabriel's *winks*
18. Is no.9 a male of female?
Female, obviously.
19. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Oh my giddos, of course not!
20. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
yeah, can say quite. senior and junior.
21. Where is no.2 studying at?
Cedar Girls Sec
22. Talk something casually about no.1.
Hehs. a nice person? xD
23.Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
NO zomg. no offence though.
24. Where does no.9 live at?
around thomson area.
25. What colour does no.4 likes?
GREEN ((:
26. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
no, they barely know each other.
27. Does no.7 likes 2?
I am sure they both are straight.
28. How do you get to know no.2?
INTERESTING B-) she's my P3 classmate. and then after losing contact for 5 yrs, we found each other again! (thru no.3 haha)
29. Does no.1 have any pet?
No. dont think so.
30. Will you woo no.3?
nope. how can that be. LOL.
31. Is no.7 the funniest person person in the world?
Quite =D
32. What is no.10 doing now?
Crabbing away, adding chili sauce to herself. xDD AHAAHHA.
They were not empty promises, I had believed that i would be able to keep them. It was just that i oso had some problems to solve and could not really pull out any time. I noe i m at fault right now. Please forgive me.
Loves,
Ur one and only. <3
Loves,
Ur one and only. <3
Monday, 14 July 08
11.48pm
"LOST"
Name: Chloe
Gender: Female
Age: 15
Height: Around 1.6m
Other Descriptions: Long dark brown hair, wears spectacles, quite fair
Last Seen on: 14 July 2008
i feel that those were just empty promises...
If you found her and wish to adopt, please call/text my number.
I have cried so hard for the first time, it simply hurts my heart, i wonder when can you stop freaking hurting me.
11.48pm
"LOST"
Name: Chloe
Gender: Female
Age: 15
Height: Around 1.6m
Other Descriptions: Long dark brown hair, wears spectacles, quite fair
Last Seen on: 14 July 2008
i feel that those were just empty promises...
If you found her and wish to adopt, please call/text my number.
I have cried so hard for the first time, it simply hurts my heart, i wonder when can you stop freaking hurting me.
Wednesday, 09 July 08
8.42pm
Just yesterday, my sitting partner turned to me and asked me three words, "Chloe, what's life?"
I gave it a hard thought. speaking of which, i have never questioned myself what's life every in my whole entire life. all i asked myself was how's life. all i have thought to myself was why are you leading such a life. all i have ever thought to myself was what kind of life you want to go through.
Well, so i just gave her a one word answer, "Experience." and gave her a smile. She smiled as she thought. hehs, a really cute friend. (:
How do you define life?
Until today, i have guaranteed myself that friends come and go. Those who stay with you no matter what happens, whether the whole sky is gonna fall on you or you are about fill your basin with a pool of tears, you know they are really your friends.
Yupp, its 2008 this year. and now i think i should tell myself to get out of my nutshell ocassionally. Now it's time to behave maturely 90%, and stay childish 10% at appropriate times. I cant always balance on a 0.1mm thick sharp needle, i cant always rely on others when actually i can rely on myself, i cant always sit and cry for solutions to come. After all, someday, very soon, i have to be really 100% independent, just to survive in this whole world.
So chloe, can you promise yourself to do it?
Well, i know i can do it, and i promise.
8.42pm
Just yesterday, my sitting partner turned to me and asked me three words, "Chloe, what's life?"
I gave it a hard thought. speaking of which, i have never questioned myself what's life every in my whole entire life. all i asked myself was how's life. all i have thought to myself was why are you leading such a life. all i have ever thought to myself was what kind of life you want to go through.
Well, so i just gave her a one word answer, "Experience." and gave her a smile. She smiled as she thought. hehs, a really cute friend. (:
How do you define life?
Until today, i have guaranteed myself that friends come and go. Those who stay with you no matter what happens, whether the whole sky is gonna fall on you or you are about fill your basin with a pool of tears, you know they are really your friends.
Yupp, its 2008 this year. and now i think i should tell myself to get out of my nutshell ocassionally. Now it's time to behave maturely 90%, and stay childish 10% at appropriate times. I cant always balance on a 0.1mm thick sharp needle, i cant always rely on others when actually i can rely on myself, i cant always sit and cry for solutions to come. After all, someday, very soon, i have to be really 100% independent, just to survive in this whole world.
So chloe, can you promise yourself to do it?
Well, i know i can do it, and i promise.
Wednesday, 03 July 08
11.48pm
Bottled up nowadays. Emotions a little sensitvie and weirddy. Sighsss. Its alrights, CHLOE CAN GO THROUGH IT. (:
Thanks hun for being so understanding, as well as your care and concern.
Thanks pipe for your motivation you gave me and (attempted-)humour.
Thanks sherry for your juniory encouragements.
Thanks yitong for your listening ear and advices, encouragements, which had made me realise tons of things in life.
Thanks to myself for not attempting suicide.
Okay just kidding. i am not that crazy to attempt suicide. (:
BEING STRONG.
11.48pm
Bottled up nowadays. Emotions a little sensitvie and weirddy. Sighsss. Its alrights, CHLOE CAN GO THROUGH IT. (:
Thanks hun for being so understanding, as well as your care and concern.
Thanks pipe for your motivation you gave me and (attempted-)humour.
Thanks sherry for your juniory encouragements.
Thanks yitong for your listening ear and advices, encouragements, which had made me realise tons of things in life.
Thanks to myself for not attempting suicide.
Okay just kidding. i am not that crazy to attempt suicide. (:
BEING STRONG.
Wednesday, 02 July 08
10.00pm
"Sometimes life gotta hit you in your head with a brick, dont loose faith. i am convinced the only thing that kept me going was i love what i did. You got to find what you love...... Your work fills a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work, is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking and dont settle. As it all matters with the heart, you will know when you find it. And like any great relationship, it just gets beter and better as the years roll on. So keep looking, dont settle."
"Your time is limited, so dont waste it living else's life...... And most importantly, the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."
~Steve Jobs' 2005 Stanford University Commencement Address~
10.00pm
"Sometimes life gotta hit you in your head with a brick, dont loose faith. i am convinced the only thing that kept me going was i love what i did. You got to find what you love...... Your work fills a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work, is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking and dont settle. As it all matters with the heart, you will know when you find it. And like any great relationship, it just gets beter and better as the years roll on. So keep looking, dont settle."
"Your time is limited, so dont waste it living else's life...... And most importantly, the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."
~Steve Jobs' 2005 Stanford University Commencement Address~
I noe that it had not been very smooth for u, with all the pts and the hws. But i m here for u =D cheer up and everything will be fine. i know u r busy, i can understand, so u dun haf to worry too much that i think too much k? Jus try to spare some time for me =) i love u <3
Monday, 30 June 08
11.01pm
Havent been posting for a great long time. Partly beacause i am a lil' free to post for while, and partly because my golly friend wen hui kept bugging me to post, so i finally (yes, finally) posted. (: okaye, my blog page is kind of funny and weird. hack.
Another week flew past. choked up. drained out. crashed. Nothing could be worst than that week. Finishing homeworks, growing grey hairs about my upcoming projects deadlines.... great. everything due on week 3, which is next week. the best thing that can ever happen to me is i just caught a flu bug last friday. thanks a lot. it had so helped me. and now, my voice sounds so phony. gross, and sucks. PMS nowadyas, pardon me for that.
Nothing seems right. for a moment, i thought everything is going smooth and fine. not until today. not until today, when i got a little time off and found out that things werent very right. but, on the other hand, i know things wont be going alright. maybe its just that i am trying to hide away from the fact, or trying to hide the truth which is happening. its either i am thinking too much and i have to whack my brain hard, or well, maybe its true. it's me, i know, who is partly the cause of this happening. but, i really dont wish this to be stretched and extended.....
okay, i give up. if i am going to leave my fingers on my keyboard, i probably can forget about finishing up on my homeworks and get at least a few hours of sleep.
grouchy.
11.01pm
Havent been posting for a great long time. Partly beacause i am a lil' free to post for while, and partly because my golly friend wen hui kept bugging me to post, so i finally (yes, finally) posted. (: okaye, my blog page is kind of funny and weird. hack.
Another week flew past. choked up. drained out. crashed. Nothing could be worst than that week. Finishing homeworks, growing grey hairs about my upcoming projects deadlines.... great. everything due on week 3, which is next week. the best thing that can ever happen to me is i just caught a flu bug last friday. thanks a lot. it had so helped me. and now, my voice sounds so phony. gross, and sucks. PMS nowadyas, pardon me for that.
Nothing seems right. for a moment, i thought everything is going smooth and fine. not until today. not until today, when i got a little time off and found out that things werent very right. but, on the other hand, i know things wont be going alright. maybe its just that i am trying to hide away from the fact, or trying to hide the truth which is happening. its either i am thinking too much and i have to whack my brain hard, or well, maybe its true. it's me, i know, who is partly the cause of this happening. but, i really dont wish this to be stretched and extended.....
okay, i give up. if i am going to leave my fingers on my keyboard, i probably can forget about finishing up on my homeworks and get at least a few hours of sleep.
grouchy.
Wednesday, 11 June 08
2.59pm
I log on blogger.com and i froze at the "username(email)" section. okayye, i froze for like FIVE seconds, cos i forgot my username! LOLs. HEHS. long time no blogg luhh. xD anyway, there's something really wrong to my blog thing thing. this create post section is funnaye. dont know how come got double spacing inbetween. bleahx. okayye nvm, shall ignoreeeee it. (:
Many things happened, funnaye things. but i am kind of lazy to post! =DD hmm. Last sunday went out Jen, Ming de and chee chin to celebrate Jen's early birthday (21 june)! OH MY ZOMG. it was so funn and hilarious. HAHAHAH. so amusing manns. Before that, me and ming de were betting if what Jen is going to wear. HAHA. i bet Jen is gonna wear shirt and shorts. Ming de bet Jen is gonna wear shirt and jeans. end up i WIN (duhh. ((: hahahahhaa) i know Jen for how many more times than you luhh. xD anyway, for more details go mingde's blog, lazy to post more xD sorraye.
MODAY. the best thing ever. my house electric short circuit. so funnaye. from 6 to 8pm. that time me and my mommy cooking somemore, cos she boil water using the small instant boiler. then when pluck out the plug thing suddenly fire spark off. WHOA. i got stunned and my open waas like open as big as a saucer! LOL. i thought it waas going to be on fire for a moment can. after a few seconds have one small explosion - POP! scarraye. =/ so end up have to steam rice, cant cook the rice using the rice cooker. so the whole house became to dark. i went to my neighbour's house to watch the 7pm channel U show HAHA. after that i came back my house WHOAAAAAA manns. so pro. we move our mahjong table to our door there, then use the corridor light to eat dinner! hahaaaa. so amusing. so some of our neighbours walked passed our house think our family abit crazee hahaha. =D anyway quite funn eh! hehs.
toodles! CHLOEEEEEEE ((:
Tuesday, 27 May 08
11.39pm
Finally have the time to blog. I have kind of realised that for the past few weeks i dont really have much time to do blog-hopping or even take a look at my own blog. Maybe just lazy, didnt bother to, or really no time. but i guess this june hols i am really busy.
Not satisfied with my grades, well, maybe i always dont. Anyway, i promised myself to set aside some time during the hols do catch up what i am weak on, and not let my days pass by doing useless stuffs. Training today was quite fun, with people like LIM YI HUI around, not funny then is abnormal lor. xD anyway, but when coach trained me, i felt kind of sad and depressed, because i have realised that my skills went down the hill like, hell. Cant even "la" properly, "cuo" also keep going into the net. ARGH. got frustrated with my skills. anyway, i have learnt to take things easy sometimes, especially when it is just a tiny weeny stuff. get ovet it and all, it takes more muscles to frown then to smile. (:
Looking back on the posts ever since the start of this year and reflecting back on myself, i felt that well, i have grown kind abit in person. (heh hehs, self-encouragement eh?) I have learnt to be strong and get up once again when i fall, know how to handle situations, know when to cry, and when to laugh. Life thorugh sec 3 isnt easy, i have certainly convinced myself that the beginning of the first term. and now, its closing to term 3. two terms just passed like that without much knowing, and i felt that much can be done to improve the overall person of myself. well, sometimes i just have to learn how to manage ceratain stuffs and sacrifice certain stuffs. (:
i am going to make myself stonger, and make it through.