Tuesday, 12 Feburary 07
10:20pm
I am so sorry RGTT for letting you, the teachers-in-charge and the coaches down yesterday. i certainly did not play well and did not do my best. I was so heartbroken yesterday. I have let myself down. i had lost my game and overall RGS lost to the damn cedar. That was my most not-well-played match i played in my whole entire life of competing. It totally sucks. i dont know wad happened to me yesterday. i just didnt perform as my usual. i cried and cried over and over again 4 times. right after my whole game, my coach scolded me. after tht during our RGTT debrief, he 'scolded' me again. Then, he came personally to me and 'scolded' me again again. after tht, my teacher-in-charge talked to me. they said tht i should leave my tears for later on during the nationals when needed. i cried and cried.
i was so depressed tht today morning when i came to school, i didnt even talked to anyone, i just cant forget bout yeasterday's match and nothing could cheer me up. not until after PE i felt better. due to laughing. forgotten what i laughed bout. after sch i had training still. budden my trg was very ''unique'' today. normally i will play competition but all i had today wad ying jie 'pei lian' me. played/trained with him throughout the whole trg. and i still owe him 50cents for losing him. -.-""""
Hui Hui, so sorry junior. But its over. dont let the matter affect us okay? We have gone through our sorrows, happiness and experience as ONE. i love you always!!! ((:
anw. just wanna thanks mei and hui for the comforting letter u all gave me today. ((: i love yall lots and RGTT rocks!!!! jia you b'div seniors for tmr match against cedar yeahx! we can do it!!
10:20pm
I am so sorry RGTT for letting you, the teachers-in-charge and the coaches down yesterday. i certainly did not play well and did not do my best. I was so heartbroken yesterday. I have let myself down. i had lost my game and overall RGS lost to the damn cedar. That was my most not-well-played match i played in my whole entire life of competing. It totally sucks. i dont know wad happened to me yesterday. i just didnt perform as my usual. i cried and cried over and over again 4 times. right after my whole game, my coach scolded me. after tht during our RGTT debrief, he 'scolded' me again. Then, he came personally to me and 'scolded' me again again. after tht, my teacher-in-charge talked to me. they said tht i should leave my tears for later on during the nationals when needed. i cried and cried.
i was so depressed tht today morning when i came to school, i didnt even talked to anyone, i just cant forget bout yeasterday's match and nothing could cheer me up. not until after PE i felt better. due to laughing. forgotten what i laughed bout. after sch i had training still. budden my trg was very ''unique'' today. normally i will play competition but all i had today wad ying jie 'pei lian' me. played/trained with him throughout the whole trg. and i still owe him 50cents for losing him. -.-""""
Hui Hui, so sorry junior. But its over. dont let the matter affect us okay? We have gone through our sorrows, happiness and experience as ONE. i love you always!!! ((:
anw. just wanna thanks mei and hui for the comforting letter u all gave me today. ((: i love yall lots and RGTT rocks!!!! jia you b'div seniors for tmr match against cedar yeahx! we can do it!!