Saturday, 26 Jan 08
7.09pm
FOUR hours of maths. I came home from modern jazz in the afternoon at 3pm. from 3pm to 7pm, my butt was sitting on my chair for total 4 hours straight, doing maths. i am totally going crazy. i have maths EVERY SINGLE DAY in school. Teacher giving AT LEAST TWO worksheet everyday. and everything start piling up with other subjects. finally this week is over. i had enough of madness and every crap. my brains are damaging. especially my brain cells for maths. its not very fun and nice to start of my year 3 in 2008. its only the fourth week and i feel that i am stressing out. Plus yesterday training in school was crazy. chen jiao lian made me cry while wu jiao lian made si ling cry. whats wrong with them manns? and the other day wu jiao lian made elaine cry. craps. what the hell. so what competition is coming. does they mean that they have the power to like stress every team member, not even caring for our feelings?
Sucks. everything is so sucky now. so i practically spent the whole afternoon doing maths, and i am going to spent my ENTIRE damn day to do maths. i am going to leave my geog worksheet, english compre, bio journal, physics worksheet and all the other craps for tmr after my ballet. i dont have time to go for training tomorrow nor face that coach. theres no use for me training so hard. theres no use for me to train so much either. sometimes i just dont wanna live.
School isnt how it used to be like, used to be.
I just have to move on. Do i have the choice?
We dont always get what we want.
Fuck.
7.09pm
FOUR hours of maths. I came home from modern jazz in the afternoon at 3pm. from 3pm to 7pm, my butt was sitting on my chair for total 4 hours straight, doing maths. i am totally going crazy. i have maths EVERY SINGLE DAY in school. Teacher giving AT LEAST TWO worksheet everyday. and everything start piling up with other subjects. finally this week is over. i had enough of madness and every crap. my brains are damaging. especially my brain cells for maths. its not very fun and nice to start of my year 3 in 2008. its only the fourth week and i feel that i am stressing out. Plus yesterday training in school was crazy. chen jiao lian made me cry while wu jiao lian made si ling cry. whats wrong with them manns? and the other day wu jiao lian made elaine cry. craps. what the hell. so what competition is coming. does they mean that they have the power to like stress every team member, not even caring for our feelings?
Sucks. everything is so sucky now. so i practically spent the whole afternoon doing maths, and i am going to spent my ENTIRE damn day to do maths. i am going to leave my geog worksheet, english compre, bio journal, physics worksheet and all the other craps for tmr after my ballet. i dont have time to go for training tomorrow nor face that coach. theres no use for me training so hard. theres no use for me to train so much either. sometimes i just dont wanna live.
School isnt how it used to be like, used to be.
I just have to move on. Do i have the choice?
We dont always get what we want.
Fuck.