Wednesday, 16 April 08
9.41pm
Sunny side-up and sunny side-down.
I dont know whats wrong with me these few days. i mean like, when i am high, i am REALLY high. and then after a few moments, my high-ness doesnt last long. it dies and then all of the sudden my mood would change. i dont know. shrugs.
Many things are racing through my minds. complicated and tough. Till its quite hard to get rid of. it seems are a helix to me, inter-twining together, and lots of multiples of it. the helix simply symbolises the complicated freaking matters which are i-totally-dont-know-why-am-i-thinking-about-it kind of things. it doesnt make sense, and I dont make sense too (if you realise).
You kind of feel worried about it, and then you will tell yourself you rather not know, so it wont keep disturbing you till your brain overworked and just die. and too, you rather not see it. but maybe because it is unusual, or maybe because i am just paranoid. i dont know why am i thinking about so many complicated things nowadays. maybe i am just scared that it will be like an empty bottle, half filled with stars.
I feel like a total idiot.
Someone, please bang my head against the wall. -frustrated-
9.41pm
Sunny side-up and sunny side-down.
I dont know whats wrong with me these few days. i mean like, when i am high, i am REALLY high. and then after a few moments, my high-ness doesnt last long. it dies and then all of the sudden my mood would change. i dont know. shrugs.
Many things are racing through my minds. complicated and tough. Till its quite hard to get rid of. it seems are a helix to me, inter-twining together, and lots of multiples of it. the helix simply symbolises the complicated freaking matters which are i-totally-dont-know-why-am-i-thinking-about-it kind of things. it doesnt make sense, and I dont make sense too (if you realise).
You kind of feel worried about it, and then you will tell yourself you rather not know, so it wont keep disturbing you till your brain overworked and just die. and too, you rather not see it. but maybe because it is unusual, or maybe because i am just paranoid. i dont know why am i thinking about so many complicated things nowadays. maybe i am just scared that it will be like an empty bottle, half filled with stars.
I feel like a total idiot.
Someone, please bang my head against the wall. -frustrated-