Tuesday, 27 May 08

11.39pm

Finally have the time to blog. I have kind of realised that for the past few weeks i dont really have much time to do blog-hopping or even take a look at my own blog. Maybe just lazy, didnt bother to, or really no time. but i guess this june hols i am really busy.

Not satisfied with my grades, well, maybe i always dont. Anyway, i promised myself to set aside some time during the hols do catch up what i am weak on, and not let my days pass by doing useless stuffs. Training today was quite fun, with people like LIM YI HUI around, not funny then is abnormal lor. xD anyway, but when coach trained me, i felt kind of sad and depressed, because i have realised that my skills went down the hill like, hell. Cant even "la" properly, "cuo" also keep going into the net. ARGH. got frustrated with my skills. anyway, i have learnt to take things easy sometimes, especially when it is just a tiny weeny stuff. get ovet it and all, it takes more muscles to frown then to smile. (:

Looking back on the posts ever since the start of this year and reflecting back on myself, i felt that well, i have grown kind abit in person. (heh hehs, self-encouragement eh?) I have learnt to be strong and get up once again when i fall, know how to handle situations, know when to cry, and when to laugh. Life thorugh sec 3 isnt easy, i have certainly convinced myself that the beginning of the first term. and now, its closing to term 3. two terms just passed like that without much knowing, and i felt that much can be done to improve the overall person of myself. well, sometimes i just have to learn how to manage ceratain stuffs and sacrifice certain stuffs. (:

i am going to make myself stonger, and make it through.